August 17th, 2015

The title says it all. I am a horrible human being. It has been 858 days since I abandoned my 2013 “New Year’s Resolution” to keep up with a blog. 858 days later and I am shrugging my shoulders at the thought of New Years Resolutions. They are fucking stupid, and I was fucking stupid. I waited a few months until January 2013 to start something new. Has anyone really thought about how stupid that really is? If you want to start something new, don’t  fucking wait. DO IT.  YOLO.

On to more important things - HI. HELLO.  It certainly has been a while, not like I have rows and rows of screaming fans demanding I keep them informed about my life or anything. HELLO 18 follows, you are loved dearly I promise.  In the two and a half years I have been apart from this world, many things have changed. I have changed so much; I barely can remember who I was previously. Whether that is a good or bad thing remains to be seen. Shall we do a recap? I like recaps.

AN INTRO PART 2.

Hi. I’m EhrynSka. The last time I graced this blog with my words , I was 26 years young. I am now on the verge of becoming 29 and for the first time not afraid of the last year of my 20s. I welcome it with open arms along with the exciting prospect of my 30s. I have been told your 20s are for your mistakes and your 30s are for all the fun. Stay tuned for the truth in that statement.

At 29, I know EXACTLY who I am and the type of person I want to continue to grow into (It’s a first for me guys).  It has taken an extremely long time me to be okay with myself. Granted, it is a learning process and I still struggle like any other human with self love and motivation. I will say this though, I’ve crawled through the mud, over the hurdles and through the finish line of sorts of self discovery. Of course this will all change in a few years when I have to reinvent myself again but for the sake of my sanity let’s pretend I have it all figured out.

I have spent the majority of the last two years on the road with one of my best friends, Kyle. He is no longer a large part in my life (please see “Things EhrynSka is really good at fucking up” footnotes for more on that subject) but is still very dear to me. I saw parts of the U.S. I never would have seen without his companionship. I also wouldn’t be the person I am today without our quirky adventures. Yes, I am well aware this would have been the place to record all of these said adventures, like I said before I AM SORRY. Moving on……

Yes, I am still with the “Heavy Metal Bearded Boyfriend”.  He has also grown and changed along with me. We spent some time apart; some time together and ultimately decided being together during this crazy journey called life is far better choice than being apart. Please see PARAMORE’S “STILL INTO YOU” for a complete musical rendition of our lives together.

Yes, we still have the most adorable Boston Terrier “Digit”. She is almost 5 and still as agile as a puppy (in other words – YES SHE STILL DRIVES ME INSANE). We love her dearly and couldn’t imagine life without her.

So, what am I up to creatively these days?  A LOT.

Stay tuned for the DEETS.